P E A R L Y N

Bring the beat in,

2011-11-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hello world. I'm blogging again. Cause I'm kinda bored.

Well, this one's about me, reflecting myself again. So imma be a self-absorbed freak now.

I just came back from Taiwan, and I've made a few good friends. I realised, people you don't know and you've never spoken to before, never never judge them, even through the good friends you know. Cause there were a lot of people whom I though was pretty bad, mean, selfish, well I heard a lot of rumours. I didnt like them at all, not one bit. And they told me they thought I was fierce and scary, I don't blame them, I was pretty unfriendly before the trip. During the trip, I got a chance to talk to them, I didnt want to communicate with them at the beginning, but we were 'forced' to talk. Through some activities we had to do. Then I realised they were pretty nice people, they were funny, high, understanding and friendly, just like anybody else. They weren't the mean and selfish flirts I've heard. I'm feeling so friggin' shit guilty right now.

I think I should apologise to them. Adelene and Sheila, I'm sorry.

Yes, I've heard a lot of things about you two, I didnt like you two, I bitched about you two, I've judged you two. And I'm wrong, I apologise right here right now. You two are awesome friendly people, and nothing they all said about you. I take back whatever I said about you two, and sincerely hope you guys forgive me.

I miss the Taiwan trip. I've learnt a lot. I've learnt not only things about Taiwan, but more about myself, more about the people around me. Any sec 1 or 2 reading this, please try for the Taiwan trip, it'll become one of your best memories in Secondary school. I thought this Taiwan trip wouldnt compare to the Netball chalet, but you know, I've enjoyed myself a lot at Taiwan. I'm still depressed that I cant make it to Netball chalet, but well, the Taiwan trip was an awesome alternative.

Germaine.Adelene

RenCie.ChengWei

Sheila.SiHan.QiWen

You guys rocked my week.

Screw this.

2011-10-26T11:27:00.002+08:00

Warning:

Language used might be inappropriate, please leave now if you discourage vulgarities.

I feel so f-cked right now. First, Gab, from the previous post, now Gwen (from Ben10, also a fake name).

Gwen, is my best friend.

I love Gwen.

This whole year was f-cked because her existance in my life was scarse (I think I used the wrong word but, you know what I mean). We used to be always together, I knew everything about Gwen first, and I was always the first one to be there for her, and vice-versa. We were like a meant-to-be best friend, it's like we knew what was going on in each others minds before the other even says a word. We had conflicts with out clique of friends for the past 2 years, but our friendship was still intact. Most prob cause we were in the same class. Until when we were forced to seperate.

That explains why this year was f-cked. It wasn't fine since the start of the year. But well, I have to understand. Gwen made new friends in his class, and well, they got pretty close. I wasn't as close to them, so sometimes I'd just keep my mouth shut and listen to them, trying to get what they say. I wouldn't say I was outcast, no, not at all. They were very nice people, but I was just not in their range of topics. I've missed everything that happened to Gwen. It was like, I didn't know as much as I used to know about Gwen's life any longer.

Being the less 'updated' one. I was always being 'updated' by Gwen's new clique about her. But the updation(is there such a word? Nah, I don't care now) is always a little too late. Probably an hour late, or 2 hours late, or perhaps I wasn't updated at all. I think I only knew things about her when I saw something happening to her. But it was always too late. She'd have her clique, 5 or 6 or 7 people around her, comforting her. And me? I'd just stand there, I feel like, even if I reach out to her, she'd have the other 5 or 6 or 7 strong enough to lift her back up again. What for, ask her about the problem she was facing again, and make her go through the pain all over again.

So well, I've been feeling this way since the start of the year, but I've also been recieving texts from Gwen, telling me how important I was and how the others could never replace me. That was some kind of comfort, at least I was still part of her. But as time passes, I started to doubt the words, till it never came anymore. I don't blame her, I seriously don't. It wasn't her fault anw, maybe it's suppose to be this way. Well I don't blame anything, it's probably, idk fate? Whatever it is, f-ck it. I'd screw it up with a chisel. Muthaf-ck.

I think I wasn't a good friend either. Shouldn't have let those stuff affect our relationship. But it was just.so.hard. I can't even breathe right now. I read her tweets, I know she's in pain but well, there'll always be people from her clique to reply to her tweets before I texted her. So, this proves that I'm not first anymore, and probably not needed as much anymore. Why not just slowly fade away, it wouldn't hurt as much for her like this, right? ....

I miss Gwen. I miss everything about her.
I miss going to her house.
I miss going out with her.
I miss the pictures we take when we go to the toilet.
I miss her phonecalls.
I miss when we text.
I miss slacking at somewhere random.
I miss her laughter.
I miss Secondary one and two.

And screw everything that tore us apart. Including myself.

Both of my most important friends are gone. The reason I'm still breathing right now is for: Netball, my teammates, my family, showing life that I'm not backing down, muthaf-cker -'- And of course, to still be there when both of them needs me.

Feeling emotional,

2011-10-24T21:58:00.001+08:00

I wouldn't be blogging, but I'm feeling so bad right now, and I've got nowhere to rant. So here I am.

Lemme tell you I have a certain degree for friendships.
First, Best friend.
Second, you.
Third, close friends that I share abit of stuff with.
Fourth, friends that I don't trust.

Most fall under third and fourth category. I make it really obvious, so anyone reading this should know which category you fall under. Haha, I make it sound like so serious. It sounds dumb but, well I'm kinda dumb so. Oh well.

I'm gonna talk about you, a friend, that is very very important to me. This friend is different from others. I shall name this friend, Gabriel, Gabriel Iglesias. Rofl. It's so hard not to use a he or a she. Pssh. Hahaah, so Gab can be male or female. Nope, uh uh, not gonna tell. Trol.

Gab is a funny person, he cheers me up whenever I'm feeling down. He puts himself in my shoes, and think about stuff in a whole new perspective, unlike others. I like the way he thinks, it's different, it's something that someone else wouldnt think. (or maybe they do, they just don't dare to say it) That's why I admire him as well.

But people do have their flaws. Gab doesn't have much support from the things he does and the words he says. I wouldn't say I agree with him 100% either, but I know he does things for a reason and doesn't thinks with his butt before he says something. Tolerance, and understanding is all you need.

But altogether, Gabriel is a wonderful person.

We're close friends, I'd tell Gab everything, but I'm not sure about him. I really trust him, I don't even know I trust someone else that much besides my best friend. I rely on Gab a lot, sometimes more than my best friend. It's like how much you need your bed at night, as much as you want to stay up late, you just can't resist it. Gab was that important. But you know, sometimes, you're just not as important as you think you are. And I'm not as important to Gab as he is to me. I can feel it.

Then I come to realise that, he doesn't need me at all. I feel like a thousand pound burden. If someone doesn't need me, then wouldn't you be feeling, 'Damn, I'm like an annoyance'. It sucks, it really does. I thought I wouldn't need anyone who doesn't need me. I was wrong. Wrong, wrong, wroooong. I wouldn't say what made me feel this way, but it's not just one incident that made me realised it. So I start to, drift away from Gab. I'm heartbroken. It's so hard inside, but it's so easy to act like you don't care. I make up stuff in my brain, to make me dislike Gab just a little bit more. But here I am, blogging about this and pulling out tissue paper. Seems like it's not working, huh?

Well, seeing Gab smiling makes me happy. So going to school smiling isn't very difficult for me, since it's easy for him to fake a smile, too.

Let's make this post as vague as possible, since it's an online diary. I think it's abit too obvious though. Oops. I don't know if Gab knows, but I hope he doesn't read this though. Lols.

Dude I miss you, but I can't bring myself to be an annoyance, a burden, anymore.

TSK,

2011-06-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

I think if you're not much of a beauty, you shouldn't comment.

I'm laughing my ass off, but I don't know where to say it. So here I am, in my dead and gone blog once again. It's just so mean of her. She aint that pretty, but yet she's commenting about people's style and all. I know she has her fucking freedom to post whatever shit she wants but, it just proves that she's sad, and wasted. Oh well.

I'm POSTING, but no one's READING,

2011-05-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

Not much to say today. I'm still having headaches, omfg, so annoying. Alright, bye.(:

Results. Horrible horrible results.

2011-05-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

Hello. I did horrifyingly bad for mid-year exams.

English; 57, C5.
Higher Mother Tongue; 72, A2.
Elementary Maths; 70, A2.
Additional Maths; 66, B3.
Biology; 63, B4.
Chemistry; 60, B4.
Combined Humanities; 62, B4.

I did, above my wildest expectations for Add Maths and HMT. I thought I was gonna fail both really badly, but waa-laa.:D I put in most of my effort in Biology, and look what it gave me, a fxcking B4. I started studying 2 weeks before cause I know I was gonna have a lot of damn trouble on Digestion, those enzymes can kill 10000000000000000000000 brain cells per second. Despite the hard work, I didnt get my desired score. Social Studies gave me a ~~fxcking~~ punch on my ~~fxcking~~ face. I woke up at 5am just to get those eekie reforms in my brain, but I just passed my SS paper.

Tsk, guess hard work doesnt really pay off huh.

Lastly,
ENGLISH, YOU'RE A BITCH.
DAMN YOU TO THE LOWEST PIT OF HELL.
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Oh, I didnt recieve anything from the previous question, so I guess no one saw it. So I shall continue asking till someone replies.(: Should I post singing videos, like, covers of songs. I thought it'll be fun, and I guess I should ask for opinions.:D Alright, BYE!:D

All your ever gonna be is mean,

2011-05-18T20:28:00.002+08:00

Hello. Back to post. Had an awesome day @ the beach yesterday. Should've hired a photographer or something. Capture every moment. Cause we cant possibly bring the damn camera down the water. Oh well. Some pictures, enjoy!:D

Lols. emoboiizboiiz_1993@hotmail.com. Add him up! Hahaah.:D

I HAVE A QUESTION!
I'm gonna end my post, but before that, just wanna ask if I should post singing videos. Cause I thought it'll be fun.:D I know not a lot of people comes to my blog but those who're here, please comment on my chatbox thingy, thanks!:D

New haircut,

2011-05-16T21:36:00.001+08:00

Wadup.:D

I just had a new haircut, I cant put it up, yet. Cause my phone's still repairing. The repair time extended.): Cause my motherboard thingy spoil. Damn, damn, damn. My spare phone now is cui. My house's reception is quite bad, so this phone, being old and lousy, cant recieve practically ANY reception. Except when I'm near the windows. So to have reception, I must always go to the window. And when I'm in my room, I would always have to go to the corner, and stand there, just to get stupid reception. This is annoying the hell out of me.

Okay, back to the topic. My new haircut. I love the feeling when the hairdresser snips off my hair, it's like all the load's being lifted off my damn shoulders. Especially after exams, doesnt it feel awesome when you know it's FINALLY all freakin' over? The first time I went to cut my hair short. That was the first time I'm trying short hair, I've never dared to do anything 'reckless' to my hair. So I always keep it long, thin. Basically any girl's hairstyle you see on the streets. Then I thought, 'Why not something, new. Refreshing. Daring.' Then, wa-laa. Boomz, I found out that short hair suits me.(: I dont really like my hairstyle now, but it's cooling, and the weather is killing practically every being on earth, so, yea.

No, I'm not lesbian. I love to be different. The feeling that, I'm not just another girl. Being different and seeking attention is two different things, dont get me wrong. I think everyone should do something different, something that it out of your comfort zone. Because that's when you know that other different side of you. And by personal experience, the feeling is awesome. Life's just this short, grab hold to every moment, every chance I dont wanna leave any regrets.

Some people told me, 'All you do is mug. Mug. And.. Lemme think, some more mug.' Tsk. I guess that's life. But lemme tell you that I do everything for a reason and mugging has a reason behind it. So I have to give up going-out-time, art-time, phoning-time, sleeping-time.. And the list goes on. Sometimes you just have to give up on some stuff. I love to draw, I love to sing, but I always have to give them up for something I hate to do, homework and studying. Guess that's what everybody experiences huh? But I know why now,'It's not always rainbows and butterflies, it's compromise.' Taken in 'She will be loved' by Maroon5. Yeap, that's why.

But mugging wouldnt be my life, I swear.
And sooomeday I'll be, big enough so you can't hit me.(:

Alright, I should stop crapping. Bye.

I saw your blog,

2011-05-15T09:43:00.000+08:00

I'm guilty. So damn f-ing guilty. Imma bad friend.

I was just preparing to sleep yesterday night, went to switch off my phone and itouch. As I unlock my itouch, I saw your status. Your posted something about your pet on your blog and I went to take a look.
I just kept clicking on Older Post, because I thought your posts were really interesting. Then I saw posts were you said you couldnt fall asleep, you were feeling empty.. All the scenes when we're still together, flashed through my brain. I felt someone digging my heart out.

I miss you. I miss you so much. Back then when we had that fight.. I should've acted more maturely. Should've stopped all those drama, and put myfxckingself, in your shoes.

It's nearly a year now. And I think it's abit too late to apologise. But if you ever just hopped to this blog, I wanna tell you that I am sorry, and I should've thought for you.

I'm listening to 'I wanted you', by Ina. Memories. This song summarises the times we've been through. I remember you said you'll still pick up my phone even when it's 2 in the morning. I remember when you always stood up for us when we're hurt by bloody boys. I remember when we thought that area was 'ours'. We were so gullible, so immature. Yet we think that we were oh-so mature.

I dream of you every now and then. And I've always been sensitive to your name being meantioned in a conversation. But I dont know why I felt that way. Maybe I'm sub-consciously guilty, I dont know. But one thing I know is, you are one of the people who changed my life, and I'll never forget you.

Alright, off for breakfast. Goodbye.

Hi, I'm kinda, back.

2011-05-14T17:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD. AND MY GODLY ABANDONED BLOG.
I'VE RETURNED.
Well, I still dont know what to post. I think blogger's getting seriously boring.
Idk, I think everything's kinda boring.
But well, I'm baaaack. *Applause.
I might be drawing abit, so probably I'll post it up. I know no one visits anymore. But yea, I'll still do it, out of my own entertainment.(:
Bye.(:

你们好！

2011-02-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

Pearlyn 这只猪有考试没办法 blog 所以我在 blog。

我不知道要写什么。。。

再见咯！拜拜~ ！

This blog seems so dead now..

2011-02-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

HI ! Im not pearlyn.

Wonder what is she doing now. o.o

Hopes she will do well for studies. ^^

Byebye peeps.

My blog is so cui. Hahahaah.

2011-01-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

Hey yoh wassup.
I've got nothing much to post eh.
Hmm.. Shall talk about my class decor stuff.
Our theme: Mcdonalds
Decorated, it looks AWESOME.
Then someone comes in, tells us that we're copyrighting, and we dont have originality. And what's worst, our FORM TEACHER is telling us that too. She tells us to take down our stuff, whatever that belongs to Mcdonalds.
I think as a form teacher, you shouldnt just take comments from other teachers. I think as a form teacher, you should be part of whatever we're doing, and support us. We dont need you to tell us who we are, we need you to support even the tiniest thing that's within us. And now I dont feel that way. I just simply feel you're putting us down just like any other teachers. We can still do it without you.

Best friends,

2011-01-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

They know how awfully mad and crazy you are,
but they still choose to be in the public with you.

Bitch Quek, Bitch Goh, Bimbo Naniesya, Jolene, PreethikaPreethikaPreethikaPreethikaPreethika *continues chanting...* , Justin, Rhaizan.
You guys SUCK!:D

AWESOME,

2011-01-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

I FOUND PM ANDREW.

YES YES YES YES YES.

A day @ Flyers.:D

2011-01-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

AWESOME DAY.

Camp was AWESOME.

2011-01-14T21:32:00.001+08:00

A few dedications to special PMs that changed my life.

PM JinYang;
I wrote 2 or 3 dedications for you already, but I think I'm gonna say it again.(:
You're legendaryly awesome.:D
Eventhough you seem shy, and un-high. But seeing us hyper and all, you joined in. We really see you trying.:D We do.:D
Crawling the mud in 15 seconds for us, I thought you wouldnt do it, cause the mud was disgustingly smelly and dirty. Whats more, there are grasses and branches in it, so you can easily cut yourself.
But you did it. 15 seconds exactly. You got mud in your ear, mud everywhere, and even scraped your knees and elbows very badly.): *Heartache.D:
I hope you treasure the rocks we gave you.:D

PM Shernice;
I also wrote 2 or 3 dedications for you, hahs.
You're also legendaryly awesoooome.:D
You're damn adorable, doing the makan cheer fast-forwarded. Hahs.:D
I can see that at first you didnt really, believed in us. In some ways.
But then we proved you wroooong!:D We rock ttm, and I guess it somehow gained your confidence.:D
I hope your voice is fine, hahaaah. Cause someday we're gonna scream tgt again, I swear.:D
Please apply cream on your elbow.D:
I miss you, alot. We all do.):

PM Andrew;
Firstly, I'm sorry that I said your face was hard to remember.
Secondly, now that you've made so much impact in my life, I cant seem to get your face out of my brain.
:D
Yea. You were the one shaking our rope during postman walk.:D
And you were the one that cared for me when I was about to die in the special training. You gave me support, believed that I can do it. I was the one with the most crumpled paper, with tape all over. But you know, you told me that I went through so much, goals being crushed by people, why give up now?
You told me, there will always be friends and family supporting me, just like how you're supporting my half-broken arms. You told me, even though there are people supporting me, they'll one day leave, they'll never be there forever, so it's still ultimately up to myself. Then I looked into your eyes, and all I saw was believe, trust, and support.
Thank you PM Andrew. I'm feeling very sad right now. Because I didnt get to tell you personally. I went up to change, and you're gone within minutes.): I was searching for you all the time during campfire. But I told a lady PM to pass the msg to you. She was with you the last time I saw you. She encouraged me like you did, so I guess I can count on her.(:
Thanks a million. You changed my life.
And lastly, thanks again, for lending me your pen. The ink looks awesome on my goals paper.:D

PM Royston;
Ahah, the one that almost cried for the 3 netball girls there.:D
You were there too, for the special training.
You... You made me cry. HMPH.
Hahs.:D You told me that we had the same goals, so since they are pulling themselves tgt, I should too.
And thanks for that, you kept me hanging on.(:
Good luck for holding sec one's camp.:D

2011-01-03T13:12:00.002+08:00

WOAH.

2011-01-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

Yeah man. You got it CLEO.:D

Long post, prepare popcorn.

2010-12-28T13:04:00.001+08:00

Life. It's not coming onto Earth, then die.
Everyone has to live.
And living, I guess, it's a hard thing to do.
In the process of living, you gotta have to fail and fall. But pick yourself back up again, and learn.
For fourteen years, I learnt alot of things.
Like, it's not impossible to walk before you learn how to crawl. Cause I did it.
Like, realising that, people don't always accept the way you are.
Like, changing, isn't always bad.
For instance, I lie, alot. When I was in my preteen years. But who doesnt, c'mon.
I lie because I thought I could fit in, I needed to fit in.
But I was caught, red-handed.
Then I swore I'll never lie, just to fit in anymore.
And I did, I didn't lie. Except when necessary, when I need to go out or something. Cause my parents are real strict.
Well, changing the lying thing makes me alot comfortable with the way I am.
I speak when I disagree. And you know what? I forgot to listen.
I guess there are times when you go on and on and on, not noticing that you've been neglecting some people. I know this, because I felt it millions of times.
But I didnt actually notice that I'm actually doing it myself. Until now.
In the middle on confrontations and everything, I realise that not alot of people was like me: speaking when they disgree. It's a little tiring, I think, to accept all those crap that you don't agree with. Right? I dont know.
But what I do know is to speak at the right time, that's like, the key to everything.
There's another thing to learn now.(:
In all my life, I didn't really loooooove, to accpet changes. Like in my hair, my wardrobe.. My personality.
Because that will mean that you're in the wrong. God damn wrong. And I don't like the feeling of that.
But after a hairut, I realised that sometimes you have to try out new things to know if it's right for you.
And changing isn't always a bad thing.
I guess I know what's wrong with me, and I know I'll delete it. Delete it all away.
My personality, won't change. I'll still be that fun person. I can't change that, also, anyway.
And one thing, I don't show misery, I don't show desperation.
But that doesnt mean that I'm putting my ego infront of everything else.
I just don't like showing off your feelings, cause it's kinda uncomfortable.:x
Yea. I hope you finished your popcorn?
It's kind of an awkward ending. I don't like awkwardness.:x
So erm.. Bye. I'll add in more things when I'm free.(:

Har'd harhah.

2010-12-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

2010-12-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

Confidence. Smile.

I just needed a hug,

2010-12-26T15:30:00.001+08:00

2010-12-24T22:15:00.001+08:00

I really God damn cared for you two, alot.
Now, you're breaking me from inside out.
I guess I'm not as important to you as you are to me.

That was a bad fight,

2010-12-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

I'll always love you. No worries Piggy Poo.:D

2010-12-20T22:48:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry Shermaine.

Once a whore you're nothing more,

2010-12-17T21:35:00.001+08:00

This song. Is damn nice.

Taylor Swift. Back to December.

It's for Taylor Lautner. Obviously.

'I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile so good to me so right.'

LIKE DUUUUH, SO TAYLOR LAUTNER.

And, I saw the 'Back to December Breakdown-of-song', Then those viewers were commenting that the person called Taylor Lautner: Taylor 'Loudner'. Not Taylor 'Lottner'.

Oh gosh, those doods are so totally wrong about that. Lols. -.-

The correct pronunciation is 'Loudner', right?

Cause I heard him on MTV saying that. Not 'Lottner'. Lols, whatever.:x

He's HOT. HOT HOT HOT. Like Ni An Dong, rofls.

I suddenly feel so damn lifeless, talking bout hot guys to myself, zz.-.-

Okay, bye.:D

Made with super-special density.:D

2010-12-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

PLEASE TAKE TIME TO HEAR THIS SONG.

IT'S AWESOOOOOOOOOOOOOME. \m/

Rubber bands, rubber balls,

Made with super-special density.
Rubber bands, rubber balls,
They can bounce with such intensity.

This is the room where we test the stretching.
This is the room where we test the bounce.
Here we add the long-chained hydrocarbons,
The names of which I cannot pronounce!

This is the room where we test compression.
This is the room where we test recoil.
This is a break room for all these dancers.
And here's a little fridge so the curry won't spoil.

Rubber bands, rubber balls,
Made with super-special density.
Rubber bands, rubber balls,
They can bounce with such intensity.
Basically what we make here is rubber.
We're not trying to diversify.
We don't make knickknacks, we don't make tchotchkes.
Or really anything that's gonna catch your eye!

We don't make pianos, we don't make cream sodas,
We don't make the zippers for your parachute pants,
We don't make ice cube trays or ceiling fans,
We make rubber bands!
Rubber bands, rubber balls,
Made with super-special density.
Rubber bands, rubber balls,
They can bounce with such intensity!

To find perfection in my pride, to see nothing in the light.

2010-12-14T21:34:00.000+08:00

Rawr.
Wassup. Was at hg mall, bought an oversized tee. It's abit toooo oversized. Heheeh.:x
I'm so bored now.
I'll go watch Pokemon. Bye.

You're not a judge so if you're gonna judge me,

2010-12-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

Bought clothes. Gonna buy somemore tmr, actually just one more. Regret not buying it. It's cheap know. That one, the one up there, the whole top, cost 10 bucks. And the store I went before, costs 12, without the tanktop inside.
I just took this photo cause I liked the top, but my face was in a mess when I took it, sooooooooooooooo, I left an apple there. Nice?:D
Oh, I changed my blog song. Misery Business. ROCK ON. \m/

Kiss me Kill me,

2010-12-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

That's Sherlyn and Jocelyn's feet.:D LOLS.
Had like, ALOT of fun.:D
Inter-nity carnival then ate with Shermaine Jocelyn and Yanyi then heard Jocelyn's grandmother story then chiong to Toa Poyoh sports hall then watch game then chiong for Shermaine mom's car then home.:D
That's about all buds.:D

I'm better off when I reach the bottom,

2010-12-09T21:23:00.001+08:00

Lols, I love my new hair. Soooooo, I took a few more photos of myself.:D
Cool, someone said my sideburn was nice, so I took a photo of it. I love it too.:D
There's game with NYJC tmr, better sleep early.
Went down to shoot today. My new hair was accepted by most people, wahahahaaaah.
I hope I can do better in the game tmr.. *Cross fingers.

Under the sun we are one buzzing energy,

2010-12-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

WASSUP.

I LOVE MY NEW HAIR TTC.

LIKE SERIOUSLY.

I NEVER THOUGHT SHORT HAIR WILL LOOK OKAY ON ME.

BUT I THINK SHORT HAIR LOOKS BETTER THAN LONG HAIR ON ME.

I'M SO EXCITED NOW. ROFLS.

I TOOK THE BEFORE PICTURE, BUT I FORGOT TO UPLOAD, AND I'M LAZY NOW, ROFLS.

I LIKE TO TYPE CAPS, IT'S FUN.:D

I SHOULD HAVE LONGER FRINGE.:D

OKAY NOW, BYE.

I'M CUTTING MY HAIR SOON,

2010-12-07T12:32:00.000+08:00

Stay tuned to my new hairstyle.:D
Oh, I went to Google square face and round face hairstyles for Bitch Quek, and I found Kelly Clarkson's.

It'll kinda look cool on her. Lols.

Imma fxcking rant here,

2010-12-06T21:09:00.001+08:00

I've had this feeling once in a blue moon. But this time it's much worst than the previous times.
It's like, crap. Totally.
I cant fxcking think right, so it leads to slow reactions, and it leads to irritation.
Everything's fxcking bothering me for no fxcking reason. Everything's fxcking so hard to understand all of a sudden.
My mind is fxcking empty.
Training today is horrifying, because of my empty mind. I process thing slower, and so Shermaine and my chemistry sxcked. I wasnt working the way I worked.
It's suffocating, it's so hard to breathe. Everytime I speak, it's like each word takes a part of my life away.
This feeling is horrible. I thought a nice hot bath and a nap would cure it, but it didnt.
It's killing me from the inside out. I'm feeling so self conscious, I had confidence, but now I dont. Like everyone knows I'm unconfident, everyone's keeping themselves away from me, everyone else thinks everyone else is better than me. Are you guys thinking this way? Are you?
Fxck.
I never fxcking cared what others think. But now all I want is to read their minds.
I never had so little self esteem since I stepped into secondary school life.
How ever do I get my confidence back. How do I get Pearlyn Chong back again.):

BEST JERSEY EVER.

I'm so lazy to post alright,

2010-12-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

Bye.

Sex on the radio,

2010-12-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

I bought this purple top, cause I think it looked nice with the shorts.
Oh, and it's comfortable.
Was suppose to shop for bras, but most of them looked uncomfortable, so I didnt buy them.
I didnt have a very good time today, because I was having a flu. A very very bad one.D:
Yea, whatever.
I'M GONNA CUT MY HAIR NEXT WEEK. When I have the time to, cause there would be trainings.
Gonna upload before and after picture, so stay tuned.:D
You realise that I'm not writing letters anymore. It's because. I'M TOO LAZY!:D
So.. Bye.:D

Let's pollinate to create a family tree,

2010-12-01T20:35:00.000+08:00

Sup dooooods.
I'm having a fxcking flu. Damn the aircon in the gym. Damn it damn it damn it.
Ran for 30 mins. Cause Wantheng said it makes you lose fats. I ran for 22 mins, it was suppose to end. I wanted to end so badly, cause the aircon's making my lungs hurt. But I continue running 8 more minutes anw.
For losing weight, and stamina.
The height and weight thingy says I'm 156.5cm, 48kg.
I oughta jump more, and run more, and eat less. Maybe I could've been 47 if I didnt eat mac ytd. Oh fxck Mcdonalds.
Amazingly, Bitch was here with me and Fia. ROFLS.
She like brisk walked on the incline, and cycle for 5 mins, and basically did nothing else. But she went to buy a cake after that.-.-
I went to meet Jiahui Ng.:D
He was at court. Then they were playing ball, 1v1. The loser have to go down, blah.
Then Benedict the birthday boy fell down, and his slipper spoilt, it didnt just came off, it was kinda torn. But the fall wasnt that bad, everyone was laughing like mad.
His bright and tight pants didnt make it better. LOLS.
Slacked. Home.:D
Bye.

I WANT SUSHI.

Spread my wings and make me fly,

2010-11-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

SUP DOOOOOOOOOODS.
Went swimming at Anchorvale CC today with Sherlyn Fia Preethika and Robin.
I need to tan my legs so damn badly..
Okay, I was with Fia at the library cause she needed to return her books, tons of them.
Then she forced me to borrow a book, cause she says it's sooooooooo nice. But the cover looks bimbotic. But, you know, never judge a book by it's cover.:D
Yea, then we were off to the pool when the others were here.
Cause we needed to walk a distance, so we passed a chinese temple. And Fia Nanie thought that was it, you know, the pool.-.-
Idk whether she's just stupid, or just dumb.:D
Blah.
I look so damn fat in the bikini, oh gosh, I need to do somemore crunches.D:
Then Preethika pulled me to play with the slide. Gosh, I can still remember the shallow pool's slide that made me scrape my knee, there was so much blood.):
But I went anw, cause they managed to convince me that the pool was deep enough.
Went to the short one first, then I realised it was boring and not scary, so I went for the long and twisted one.:D :D :D
Fantabulous. I forgot which was scarier, but both was fuuuuuuuuuuuun.:D
Then Fia went home early, then we were in the bubble place.:D
Blah > Rain > Waited for Sherlyn's mom @ mac > ate > Sherlyn's mom's car > Seng Kang > 159 > Home.
The end. POKEMOOOOOON!

Oh and, Happy Birthday Benedict.:D
Please dont be as childish as Jiahui.:D

Some call it science, we call it chemistry,

2010-11-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

Peace out.

The taste of your honey is so sweet,

2010-11-28T21:21:00.001+08:00

I saw a rainbow on the floor, like literally, it isnt fake.

Cool right.:D

ROCK ON RAINBOW. \m/

Damn sian to post, but I got the cutest photos of Baby Elliot.
BYE.

Hummingbird Heartbeat,

2010-11-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

Mrs Lee's wedding.:D

YCK Barbeque.:D

A day @ the Basketball court.:D

Other chalet photos.:D

The end Dooooooods.:D

NERDBALLERS ROCK ON!

2010-11-25T21:39:00.002+08:00

DAY ONE.

DAY TWO.

DAY THREE.

DRUGS, GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS !!

YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M LOSING MY VIRGINITY.

SAY WHAT YOU NEED TO SAAAAAY~~

SHE PUTS SEX ON THE RADIO SEX ON THE RADIO.

I GOT THE MOUMOU IN ME.
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I'll post tmr, I'm tired.
OH YEAH! GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS GIMME DRUGS!! *Swings head like mad.

Cause there's a spark in you,

2010-11-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

WE'RE HAVING CHALET TMR TMR TMR TMR TMR TMR TMR TMR TMR!!!!!!!:D
I'm happy, but I found this angry baby photo and I thought it was cute.:D
Know, I'm still not done with packing.:x
I'll watch like two episodes of Pokemon then I'll start packing.;D
Oh, and I need people to choose my Nerd outfit, but, I think I'll go with my colourful socks and... a pyjamas, but idk which one.D:
I'm sure I dont want Hello Kitty.. But it's so nerdish! Yea whatever, I'll scissors paper stone later. BYE.
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A letter to Someone you've drifted away from most;
To: LIM WEIMIN.
AHAHAHAHAHAAAH, YES THIS IS FOR YOU. I KNOW YOU DONT READ MY BLOG, BUT WHATEVER, I HAVE NO ONE ELSE TO WRITE. Smilez.:D
We use to text so damn much, during primary school.. Then after we were secondary school, everything seemed to have changed. I miss the times with you dude. Catch up.. er.. soon?
Yea alright. BYE.:D

Yours faithfully
Pearlyn.

Please dont,

2010-11-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

Hey wassup, something is bothering me again.
I hope it's not, I think it's not, I wish that I'm wrong. Please let it be false, pleeeease.
Okay, I shall continue praying later on.
Ytd, went to Mrs Lee's wedding.:D :D :D
She looked, amazingly, stunning.:D
Home-ed, then out again. To YCKPS, for a bbq. I heard that we're invited cause there was NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE.
Ate some beehoon.. Then drank latte. Then Richelle Alyssa Jennie and I went to bbq.
Like totally, the guys there, took HUNDREDS OF OTAHS. AND THEY COULDNT FRIGGIN' START THE FIRE. HAHAHAHAAAAH.
The losers are: Ang Lisheng, Jiarong, Aloysius, Adrian Goh, Darryl Quek. If I remember properly, it's just the few of them. Richard was the only one that's good at it.:D
Sxck.
Weimin should be happy he wasnt friggin' there.
But it was fun though.:D We were screaming and shouting cause the fire kept burning out. And the kind people beside us offered us stingray, cause their fire was goooooooooood, I'm jealous.): We all were, hahaah. :D
Home-ed @ 2315, I think.
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Today was fun.:D
Met up with Richelle Alyssa Siyu Lisheng Jiarong Richard. We were suppose to go kbox, but we only got an hour, so what for?
Basically, Richelle and Alyssa was blasting music while Jr Lisheng Siyu and I was playing bball.
Then till awhile later, like 5.. Then Alyssa realised that the netball was light, so she started shooting.:D
We had hell alot of fun.:D
And, we didnt take group photo.D:
Yea, I'm bored, I'll go watch Pokemon after the letter...
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A letter to Someone you wish could forgive you;
To: Guanliang.
I know you're not reading my blog. I know it has already passed, long long time ago. I know you dont blame me, cause you're one of the nicest person I've ever met. But I still feel so darn guilty.D:
You're awesome. Hope can see you on court someday.(:

Yours faithfully
Pearlyn.

I'm more than what you made of me,

2010-11-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

A letter to The person who caused you alot of pain;
To: You.
Since it caused me alot of pain, I think I shouldnt think about it, or say anything about it at all. So.. Yea.
But, idk why do you always appear in my dreams. I guess I miss you.

Yours faithfully
Pearlyn.
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Tmr is MISS TAN SUPING'S WEDDING! And YCK bbq.
Yea, prepared clothes already. I need to go shopping.
Er, today, was at the gym with Fia, I weigh myself, and realised my weight dropped. 0.7kg.
Three cheers! But, know, I'm not eating alot lesser, I just chew my food slowly. I guess that's a good way to slim down? Idk. Ladies, you all can try it out.(:
Then we went to swim, Fia Naniesya SXCK at swimming, like really. Lols.
Then we were singing in the pool, cause I found out that the water pressure is pressing on your chest, and it makes it so hard to sing properly.
Nothing much, she came to my house, borrowed clothes, blah.
Okay, Bye.:D
POKEMON!

Feel so paper thin,

2010-11-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

You know, I need to slim down.
And, MCDONALDS, YOU SXCK TO THE CORE.
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A letter to A deceased person you wish you could talk to;
To: Gong gong.
Gong gong, as in mother's side one, not the father's side.
Hi Gong gong, I've never seen you, only some of the younger generation get to feel your love. Mom always told me that sissy was always hungry in the middle of the night, but she'll never find mom or ahma, she finds Gong gong, cause Gong gong will always cook porridge and nice nice food for her. When I was younger, your photo was in the cardboard, it's transparent, so the photo was visible. Your face was slightly wrinkled, and you looked very pleasant, and nice.(: I really wanna have to chance to talk to you, it's so unfair, sissy got the chance, two or three more cousins got the chance, why cant I have to chance.D: And now I'm stuck with Ahgong, the grandfather that'll never give shower me with love and care. I know I'm just unlucky, but maybe Gong gong can appear in my dreams or something, and talk to me.. Yea..

Yours sincerely
Pearlyn.

Just own the night like the forth of July,

2010-11-17T21:35:00.002+08:00

I think I just found out something I shouldnt know..
So.... Er.... Shhhhhhhhh.:x
Maybe I'll ask that person tmr, should I? Oh shit shit. I wanna see if I'm right, but I'm afraid he wouldnt feel comfortable.:x
Aiyarh, see first laa..
There's Bowen Experience training tmr. Peeps who are involved in it, please make it, I wont want Mr Rajan to scold me. Ahah.
I'm not very excited for tmr's training, cause I got a feeling it's gonna be boring.-.-
I wanna update pictures, but I'm soooooooooooo lazy to do so.. So, readers, wait alright? Hahaah.
Today's a boring day, nothing much to say, I'll go watch Pokemon now. Bye.:D
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A letter to Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to;
To: Jocelyn Leow.
Hello.:D
We havent been talking for quite some time now. I miss you alot. I think we'll have the chance to talk during Netball chalet!! Woo.:D
I hope I'll get to talk to you as much as possible, cause I'm gonna miss you so damn much after you graduate.D:

Yours faithfully
Pearlyn.
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Good times, gooooooooooooooooood times.:D

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine,

2010-11-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

A letter to Someone I Wish I Could Meet;
To: Michael Jackson.
King of Pop. How I wished I appreciated you when you were alive. I really wish I can meet you, even if you're on stage, I wanna feel your prescence. Because they say when you're on stage, it's like a fire burning from your head to the tip of your toes.
Eventhough I cant meet you, but I know you'll always live in our hearts. Rest In Peace MJ.

Yours sincerely
Pearlyn.
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Shit. Shouldnt have ate KFC, so oily.
I need to vomit right now.D:

Boom boom boom, even brighter than the moon moon moon,

2010-11-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

You've got to admit that's friggin' weird. Omg, one eye-ed cat!:O
Yea, today,
Woke at 0600 > Serangoon > Bus-ed 22 > Damai Sec > Hate the pole > Watched sec ones play > Warmed > Angry part > Won > Tampines > Shop > Home.
I'll elaborate more about the 'angry part'. We were playing, third quarter I think, the GD is the worst GD EVER. Like hellooooooo, does she even ~~fxcking~~ know the rules?
The umpire, worst, ~~fxcking~~ GD stand infront of me, obviously obstructing me. Still stand down there watch.
The GD elbowed me once or twice, but it's okay, I'll get rough when I'm kanchiong also. But at least I know 3 feet distance.-.-'
I should stop ranting, I know it gets annoying, but ARGH.
Okay fine I'll shut up. Bye.
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A letter to your favourite Internet friend;
To: Google.
Hello Google, Thank you for always being there whenever I needed to know where to catch a legendary pokemon and when I dont know the directions.:D

Yours sincerely,
Pearlyn.

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,

2010-11-14T22:23:00.001+08:00

A letter to your ex- ~~boyfriend/girlfriend/love/~~ Crush;
To: Ex-Crush.:D
Not writing this as a letter, but as a... Compo? Whatever..
I dont decide to reveal his name, cause I guess most of the people reading this blog wouldnt know him.
Omg, my primary school crush, oh dear, gooooooooooood times.:D
He knows I had a crush on him, but we're really really good friends. My first guy best friend I suppose.
You guys remember the times when we have a crush on a person, and all you wish for was for that person to talk to you? Yea, gosh, I miss those times. Thinking back right now, I think I'm so childish, and funny.:D
I wanna reminiscent the past right now, it's been so long since I thought of the past, it's always the future....
Well, he's an athlete, fast and cool. I'm a dancer, but I'm fat and short. But he didnt look good either.
We were in the same class in P3, but I hated him then. Untill P4, then I started to have a crush on him. Then I think my friend made me tell him, through a letter. I still remember he was seated right at the back of the class, because he was annoying, so the teacher decided to put him aside so that no one can talk to him, no one can see him. So the letter was left on his desk during recess. Then after recess, after he saw the letter, omg I can still remember his epic face, that, 'Wtf am I fxcking punked?!' face. You know...:D
Then, yea, I was rejected. Duuuuuuuh. I was being forced anw.
But then since then, we were very good friends, but I still liked him. I told him everything, I dont know whether he did.. (Obviously not. Wtf. He didnt even tell me he got a girlfriend can?! Grr.)
My crush on him ended in Secondary 1, March April or June.
Omg, I still remember everyone was teasing us, pushing us together, making him propose to me, making us together in everything.

Hey, do you remember those times? (:

Yours faithfully
Pearlyn.

C'mon show'em what you've got,

2010-11-13T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hello. That picture is actually in your school project. Smile.:D
Currently playing with CAPITAL LETTERS WITH SHERMAINE LEONG. I DONT KNOW WHY, BUT WE JUST DO IT.
DONT YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE BEING THREATENED BY ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I'M USING CAPS?! DOESNT IT FEEL SOOOOO COOOOOL. IT'S LIKE SOMEONE'S SCREAMING AT YOU RIGHT NOW.
Yea, cut the crap. This is stupid.
Er, not much today.. I went to jog in the afternoon cause the weather is so good.:D
I hate the track. Guess why?
Ans: Because there are pigeons, flocks and flocks of pigeons. (If I'm right, it should be flocks.) (I know my English sxck.)
There are really alot of pigeons, maybe my alot isnt your alot, but it's really alot.:x
Then I pretend to stretch abit more, so that this guy will run pass the pigeons before I start running. Cause the pigeons will fly away.
UNFORTUNATELY, *play sad music.
The pigeons just walked away, abit further from the track, didnt fly. Then I brought up all my courage, and ran pass the pigeons. But then when I reached them, they started flying.-.- D: D: D:
Then I chiong all the way to the other side of the track. The birds flew towards the building, so I'm kinda safe from them. But there are still a few which were on the track, so I had to run one big round to get pass them. It was tiring okay. Somemore so bored, keep seeing the same scenery, then bring phone along will very annoying..
So I stopped at 2.4. Stretched and play with the fitness corner stuff, and went home. I swear, there wasnt that much pigeons in the morning. Pigeons Sxck Cock.
Bye.
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A letter to a Stranger;
To: Someone.
Hey. Er. I dont remember any stranger.. So, good day to you, stranger?

Yours faithfully
Pearlyn.
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AGREE?! :D

I'M GOING TO 3E2,

2010-11-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

I want Rihanna's first hairstyle. It looks so wonderful.:D

Cause I'm the only one that knows your heart,

2010-11-09T12:02:00.002+08:00

Sup.
I'm still mad about ytd.
Justin and I was suppose to go YCKPS to publicize our school, we're suppose to reach YCK at 10, so we're meeting the teachers at 0930.
Then at approximately 0900, both of us recieved a text: 'Hey Pearlyn and Justin. this is Ms Lee. Publicity has been postponed to next week.'
CRABSTICKS. HELLO, I WAS READY TO GET OUT ALREADY. Could've slept more man. -.-'
Justin was pissed too. Grr.
Yea whatever, I get to watch tv.
Then went out with Jiahui. Ate fishball at 644.:D
FISHBALL! I'm gonna eat it today again.:D
Then we walked to hougang mall because he didnt have money in his ezlink card, and we dont have 55 cents. So, we have to walk..
@ hougang mall, went to Cotton On to buy stuff. Then he wants to go, oh well.
Walked, again, all the way back, but then we stopped at ave 8 to take a bus.:x
Ulu court > alalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaaaaa stuff > home.
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A letter to your Dreams;
To: Dream, and you too, Dream.
Basically right now, I have two dreams. Actually it's not a dream.. It's just something I wanna achieve now. One is related to netball, and the other is Combination 2.
I dont really have anything to say to them. Just, please lemme achieve you quickly, as soon as possible..):

Yours faithfully
Pearlyn.
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Is ANYONE free to go out tmr? I'm stuck at home.D:

AND.

ANYONE GOT JOBS THAT A FOURTEEN YEAR OLD CAN DO? I need one, badly.

Sup,

2010-11-04T20:42:00.000+08:00

A letter to your Siblings;
To: Pegan Chong.
Hey, how's it going. Rofl. I know you miss him, cause I read your blog. I cant figure out your mind so blogs are another great alternative to know what's going on in people's mind.:D
Idk what to tell you, since you're already an adult, I guess you can handle things yourself. So, goodluck?
Yea.. Bye.:x
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Sound like broken records playing over,

2010-11-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

Meow.
My face is tanned, shitass.
Today is quite a fun day.:D
Okay, had trainings @ kallang. It was crappishly hot. The sun was shining all the way.
Omg, one of the worst trainings I've ever had.
But then we went to Plaza Sing after that, and I bought a new earpiece, and I guess most of the pain is wiped away.:D
Earpiece is nine bucks, beautiful beautiful nine bucks. But it's considered very cheap already.:D It's a great deal.:D
Before that was at Cotton On, heheheeh.:x
Intended to buy the bag, which cost 10 bucks with any purchase. I only have eight bucks then, Syafia borrowed money, and I spent some on my lunch.
And then I decided I should bring more money out next time to buy that bag.:D
Keerthana decided to go in to Sasa, makeup product shop I guess. She was deciding the colour of her eyeliner, I gave her advice.:D
Syafia said liquid eyeliner was easy to wear, so she wanted to try. Instead of trying it on herself, she tried it on ME. -'-
Then she screwed it up. Then this kind lady helped her out, and drew my eye perfectly.:D
Cleaned ourselves up, and left.:D
Bye.

Write it on the skyline,

2010-10-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

That's a handsome dude.:D
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A letter to your Parents;
Sup, mom and dad. You two are, not the best parents on Earth, but thanks for the care you given me.(:
I know Daddy you can get a little koo-koo up there, and Mom gets irritated very easily, and you two will give everything to sissy but not me, and Mom always cooks more food for sissy, and Daddy can ask the stupidest questions like 'Tomorrow's Sunday.. Hmm.. Do you have school?' and stuff like that..
But yea, thanks. I know I can be so fxcked up and annoying at home, but hello, it's home, duuuh.
Yes Daddy, I'll improve my Mathematics and yes Mom, I'll do better in Chinese.
I dont like to say mushy stuff, cause things get awkward. So I wont say I love you.:D

Yours faithfully
Pearlyn.

I did, I did.

2010-10-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

A letter to your Crush (Idk if it's considered as a crush, but I've got no others to write.);
To: Jiahui Ng.
Hey babe.:D Kay, dude.:x FXCK YOU! Ahahaah.:D
Guess I got a competitor, Dexter, boyfriend stealer. xp
Actually, I've got nothing to tell you, I think you know everything already. Hmm.
Ohoh, jiayou for your 'O' levels alright? And then pei me go shopping after that, you've never shopped with me properly before, so pissed right now. Grr.
Then I'll buy tonnes of clothes. Then you'll have to carry it for me. MUAHAHAHAHAHAAH. \m/
Yea, I love you.:D

Yours faithfully
Pearlyn.

600th post, \m/.

2010-10-28T20:38:00.002+08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. ROCK ON. \m/
Yeap, got back our report book, not very happy with my results.. But yea, fine.
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English; 67, B3.
Higher Chinese(sxcks); 63, B4.
Mathematics; 59, C5.
Science; 74, A2.
Design and Technology; 72, A2.
Art; 73, A2.
Home Economics; 73, A2.
Civics and Moral Education; A.
Music; A.
PE; A.
Integrated Humanities; 79, A1.

Total: 549/800
Percentage: 68.9
CIP Involment: 66 Hours. (YOG rocks.)
Attendance: 172/175
PFT: Gold
Class Position: 14
Level Position: 59
Remarks: Pearlyn exhibits leadership and organizational skills. She is confident wen speaking to a group and her enthusiasm motivates others around her.
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Level Position is 59. So probably I have a chance to get into C2 Bio?
*Hopes and prays.
Next year's textbooks are so expensive, omg.
Oh yea, Sherlyn was saying that they should put Science and Art together, in a combination. Quite true though, I like both subjects, and I'm quite confident that I'll do good in both. Crap man.. I dont even know why the hell must we take SS. Why can we take Art/Geog or Art/Lit or.. whatever. I kinda have a feeling I'll love SS, but I'll sxck at it. Shit.
Art is pretty.:D
I like Art alot, but it's either Bio or Art. And I guess I'll pick Bio, cause I guess I wanna be a forensics more than an artist. I'll follow my dream, I guess that's what everyone should do.:D
Yea, enough of crapping, bye.
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A letter to your Best Friend;
To: Sherlyn Goh and Germaine Quek.
Hello Bitches. Should be wondering why Bimbo's name is not up there, cause I guess you guys stayed with me longer than her. So I think this post should be dedicated to y'all first.
Meow. Idk what to say ley. Shit, how? Shouldnt even have started.-.-
Hms.. Well, basically thanks for being there for me.. Blah blah, mushy mushy stuff. Skipped, cause I know it'll get all awkward.:D
Yea, I hate you guys.
Gosh, this letter sxcks.

Yours faithfully
Pearlyn.

I gotta reflect on what I did,

2010-10-27T21:37:00.001+08:00

Okay, not interested in my netball stuff, dont read.
Cause everything's about today's game and stuff, is bad, so I wanna reflect..
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1. Stepping.
Never had this problem, wtf gone wrong. Gonna have to splice with two legs, TOGETHER. Land with two feet.
After splicing, think of your landing foot, probably it was a bad ball and landed badly. Think think think.

2. Clashing.
Oh gosh, I always always have this problem, and I never seem to change. Shitass.):
Today is worst. Guess cause I didnt communicate with Farhanah, now we kinda work out something already. So, Farhanah isnt a big problem now. Have to go front and back, and look for each other.
I have to keep up with Jeslin's pace. Have to train up stamina, I get so tired so easily.. Look out, look out, look out, she cleared for me, LOOOOOOK. ALERT ALERT.
Goal Attack, middle of Wing Attack and Goal Shooter, so I have much more to look out for. I need to catch up with Zonal standards. Alert, stop committing the same old mistakes over over again, and regret that you didnt think properly before.

3. Changing of directions.
Okay now, center pass, nice faking sometimes, cause Shina got tricked. But sometimes when Shina doesnt get tricked, you get stuck, gotta think of another way out, a second offer would be nice.
Fake. > Cant get the ball. > then? > Change directions, cut towards or ask for a lob from Center.
Yes, that's what I have to train on.
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I guess there's more, but I'm so worned out right now..
But this are the basic stuff that's been repeated in my mind today, so yea.. I should end here.

Good luck Pearlyn, you rock, I love you alot. I know you can do it.
Yours faithfully
Pearlyn.

Alligator pear,

2010-10-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

I THINK THAT

The end.:D

As he try to reassemble it,

2010-10-23T09:07:00.002+08:00

Sup dudes, I'm bored. Mornings are boring when you have nothing to do. Yawns. I'll post soon, bye.
--

Cutest cat on earth.
Today, is a boring day. Moma didnt lemme shoot cause of friggin haze, Jiahui had to study.):
And then there's lightning and Moma lost the umbrella in the Kopitiam just now. So I had to walk under those creepy lightning. D:
Lightnings are scary.
I'm really scared right now. No, not cause of the lightning, I feel safer in my room.(:
I'm afraid of not getting into C2.): I guess people are getting fantabulous results and mine sxcks.
What if I have to take Physics and I cant appeal into C2? Shit shit shit.
Aww man, I only have 2 A1s, for now. I'll see the report book next week. Oh gosh, stress stress.

I WANNA GO COMBINATION TWOOOO. I NEED TO TAKE BIOLOGY!

I LOVE MY NETBALL,

2010-10-21T20:47:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY NETBALL, ROCK ON. \m/
Thank you:
Three Bitches (small, blur and bimbo.), Preethika, Donovan, Izac, Robin, Nithin.
Omg, I'm so into my ball (and Blake), right now.:D
Shhhhhhhhh. Inside joke, hahaaah. *Wink wink.

I.HEART.BLAKE

I LOVE ME !

2010-10-19T22:39:00.001+08:00

YAY !

Happy belated Birthday Eminem! ROCK ON,

2010-10-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday stuff.

Yea, my birthday, gosh fourteen already..

I dont wanna be sixteen..): I dont want 'O', gosh, only two more years..

I was gandong, smile.:D

That sxckish Sherlyn, spammed text me happy birthday or the last time, then morning, my phone was annoyingly annoying.:x

Watched Child's Eye, right? I hope I got the english name right..

But yea, it wasnt scary.. Not very fascinating.. But Rainie Yang was pretty.:D

I like that dog person, reminds me of that ancient Egypt thing that protects God or smth.. Heheeh.

Yea, then Jiahui was damn scared, he's one of those guys that cover his face with the hoodie during a horror movie.

And I heard Syafia was irritating, expected, like duh.:D

Yea, I dont wanna get all wordie, so.. One more outing post thing and done.

It was fun drawing my sister.. Look at her tanned lines, hahahaah. She's black, can see? With pink eyebrows, rofls.

I guess she spent about a hundred bucks that day, crap, or more than that. Cause the soup and the pizza cost more than fifty already.:x

I'm lazy to type, bye. Thanks sissy.

Oh crap, I need a hair cut,

2010-10-14T20:32:00.001+08:00

Look at that annoying hair. together with the annoying face, this is just like mad.
So I've decided that I'll get a haircut tmr. But remaining the length, till next year, then I'll snip it off.:D
OH YEAH EXAMS ARE TOTALLY OVER! OVER OVER OVER! OH YEAH WE OWNED IT.
NO MORE CALCULATING AND REPRODUCTIVE SYSTEMS, ROCK ON BABY! \M/

I get too omg while thinking of it. Oh gosh, no more stress!:D
Yea, had fun today.:D
Lemme show you a picture.

Sherlyns the one below, with red FBT, motivating the two bimbos to cross over.
Right bimbo is Germaine Quek and left bimbo is Syafia Naniesya.:D
Oh yea they need motivations, big time.
And that extra person standing in between is Preethika. And she's weird.:D
My weird friends.. Oh gosh..
Yea, probably going gym tmr, I need to get my stamina back. Gym rock ttm. Gym anyone? :D
Bye.

:D

2010-10-07T17:29:00.001+08:00

I LOVE ME !

Imma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire,

2010-09-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

Yea, I saw this on Shermaine's facebook. I am so bored. So I wanna do it now.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Green Tea.
2. Last phone call: Jiahui.
3. Last text message: Jiahui.
4. Last song you listened to: Mine, Taylor Swift.
5. Last time you cried: Er..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope.
7. Been cheated on: Yea..
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yea, my couz, when I was young. Omg.. Eew.
9. Lost someone special: Yes.
10. Been depressed: Mhm.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nah.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Gray,
13. Purple and
14. Pink.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yea, but some of them, I dont wish to even see them again.
16. Fallen out of love: NOPE NOPE NOPE.:D
17. Laughed until you cried: Always.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Mhm.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Hahaah, yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Er, facebook? Yes.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: I dont track it down.
23. How many kids do you want to have: Probably a girl and a boy would be enough.:D
24. Do you have any pets: No, but I want a husky.
25. Do you want to change your name: I love my name.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I dont wanna think about it.
27. What time did you wake up today: 0740.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Dreaming.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Exams to be over. And be posted to C2.):
30. Last time you saw your Mother: I'm looking at her.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Idk, I wish I'm more flexible in stuff, I cant stop myself from being so systhematic.
32. What are you listening to right now: I wish you were here, Lady Gaga.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No. But I wanna talk to Tom and Jerry Tom.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Idk, Venassa's homework.
35. Most visited webpage: My blog, I guess.
36. Whats your real name: Pearlyn, duh.
37. Nicknames: Hehs. Lots. But I still miss Persai.:D
38. Relationship Status: Attached.
39. Zodiac sign: Libraaaaaa. Rofl.:D
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary: Yio Chu Kang Primary School.
42. High School: Bowen Secondary School.
43. College: Er. We'll see then.:D
44. Hair colour: Idk, orangy-brownish-bronzy-blackish. Its all mixed up, like crap.
45. Long or short: Long.
46. Height: 156cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Heheeh.
48: What do you like about yourself?: The ability to annoy people so much.:D
49. Piercings: None.
50. Tattoos: Nah, eew. I'm so pure.:D
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Idk.
53. First piercing: -
54. First best friend: Bernadine Chia, which is also my cousin.:D
55. First sport you joined: Netball. Which is Sec 1, such a failure, right?
56. First vacation: Okay.. I cant remember, I think its Genting.

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nothing.
60. Drinking: Saliva?
61. I'm about to: Do Venassa's homework, yawn.
62. Listening to: Love the way you lie, Eminem ft Rihanna.
63. Waiting for: Me to finish my homework and call Jiahui.:D
64. Want kids?: Hms, nah, I'm too young. Its a life, gosh.
65. Get Married?: Yes.
66. Career?: Forensics.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Both.
68. Hugs or kisses: Both.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice soft-hard abs, and cozy arms.:D
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive at times, Loud MOST of the times.:D
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble-maker, totally.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: WTF NO.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: I dont need glasses.
79. Sex on first date: I'm not a slut know. Probably a Bitch, but not a slut.
80. Broken someone's heart: Hmm, good question...
82. Been arrested: NO. I'm good.:D
83. Turned someone down: Yes. But I bet I didnt mean it. I dont like to bangseh.
84. Cried when someone died: Yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Once.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Depends.
87. Miracle: Hm..
88. Love at first sight: Not really.
89. Heaven: Idk. But I believe in hell.
90. Santa Claus: Er. I've been a good girl. But I dont get presents. So no.
91. Kiss on the first date: Nope.
92. Angels: Maybe?
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Ahem.
95. Did you sing today?: Duh.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: When we kissed for the first time, and stay there.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: I forgot about last year.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Not really, for now.:D
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Nah. Not posting on fb, HAHAHAHAH.
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Yeap, bored. Gonna off soon. Do Venassa's homework.. Aww man..

Told you this was my fault, look me in the eyeball.

2010-09-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

Okay, was at Vivo to watch Aftershock with mom.

I survived it. I didnt cry.

But there were parts where I really needed tissue.

The screaming for mom. And the part where to mom knelt down. Omg..);

Idk who took this, but I think it's SherlynGoh.

I'll show you tough, soon.

2010-09-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

Photos up for grabs Justin. Told you I'll upload them.:D

Hahaah, it was damn fun fun fun ytd.:D :D
Mummy ride rocks, anyone who goes there, should try that.
I wanna ride that blue and red coaster. Justin says blue is alien while red is human. And they're kinda fighting or smth, and they'll race off tgt. So damn cool.:D
Justin was nice, he took photos for me, and the other random guys. Justin says his camera sxcks, so I had to take for him.
Oh, Idiot is the best, he stayed up till 0130 for me.:D
Yea. I'm so tired, bye.

Boredom,

2010-09-11T12:37:00.002+08:00

I'd be posting smth soon..

nothing

2010-09-07T20:39:00.002+08:00

something should be here..
*some text missing*

Yea, right.

2010-09-06T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm friggin' late for training today.
I thought it was at 0830, but is was 0730. Crabsticks.
But I didnt need to do suicides, cause I wasnt informed. Omg, lucky!
Yea, then after training.. Wantheng, Shermaine, Kailing, Denyce and I went to eat!
Then we were talking, and talking, and taaaaaaalking.:D
We talked too much, like hahahahaah, girls.
Then I realised there were way too much secrets around. Shhhh! :x
Yea, tmr gonna do stupid stupid drama and all.. Aww man I'm so lazy... Yawns. My house again. Whatever.
Bye.
I miss MsWang. ..

I'm so not in the mood,

2010-08-31T20:56:00.003+08:00

YOG day, yea. Whatever. Cuba and Belgium ROCK.

Sentosa day, rock ttm. :D

Happy Birthday Kailing :D

Teachers' day! Cant go back to yck, eventhough there's alot of people there.):

Facial changed to tmr.:D

Bye, bored.

So,
STIAMPZ.

no post

2010-08-25T21:28:00.001+08:00

she's not oning tonight. she have a serious headache.
she CLAIMS that it is due to not enough sleep, she is just a pig man...

Bring a YOG Host rock, totally,

2010-08-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

This is an all photos no words post.

Day1.

Day Two.

Oh gosh,

2010-08-23T21:31:00.004+08:00

Hello, not having today's happy pictures here.

Was very happy today, doing all the YOG stuff, and then goin back to school.. Blah.
Untill Bitch told me this fxcked up thing. Which I think its, really, mean. I dont even know how to put it in words man. Like, look at those photos up there, they were all taken during the Haiti Earthquake.
It was a magnitude 7.0 Mw earthquake for goodness sake. They estimated that 230,000 people had died, 300,000 was injured and 1,000,000 was homeless. Tens and thousands of bodies had to be buried together in mass graves.
I cant even bare to see the photos up there. Its heartbreaking, but it must be known to the public that Haiti winning Singapore in a soccer match dont mean that they have to end up like this, AGAIN.
THEY DONT DESERVE IT.

Pearlyn the idiot

2010-08-22T21:16:00.001+08:00

she's not oning com i think. idiot's here helping her blog. there's nth to say.

she whole day make cookie. then got cookie smell. EWWW ( pukes )
then we went home. i still havent eat the cookie. ops !

thats all. byebye

Blazing the Trail,

2010-08-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hello hello.
Today, well, Vice Principle wanted to see all the 12 YOG people, then we started talking some stuff, which I never listen..:x
Then we had maths, Rara-RaAhah-ah. Drama, chionged abit of the script. Then recess, did CIP, sold ice creams and delicious honeyed conflakes.:D
Meow. Then YOG, did everything till like 1 plus 2 then had lunch, then went back up to finish up everything and pack up.:D
Oh, we got our shirts. And name tags. OHH AMM GEE.
Then slacked with Bitch, Donovan, Deanna, Fia. Took lame photos. Home-ed.
I'm tired, bye.

Baby by the coast,

2010-08-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

I think this photo is so beautiful.:D
I'm so tired right noooow, cause of freaking CIP. Omg can, me and Syafia brought stupid ten tubs of ice creams all the way from Hougang Point back to school. Its freakin' heavyyy!
My arms are aching so badly right now.):
But it'll be fine by tmr, just like ytd.:D
There was an additional amt of Root Beer, thats why its so life threatening, hahahaah. We almost died.:D
Meow. I hope there'll be more peeps tmr, omg, today we didnt know the correct amount of ice cream to sell people, everyone was rushing, then some people got very little ice cream only. I sincerely apologise to those people.
The girl that Germaine told me, who recieved only a third of ice cream in the cup, I think she deserves another cup. I'll ask Germaine to find her tmr, and we'll get her another cup..
Okay now.
TOMORROW.

ANNOUNCEMENT!!

HELLO PEEPS.

2E1 IS SELLING ICE CREAMS AGAIN! AND WE GOT MORE FLAVOURS.

WE ENSURE YOU THE RIGHT AMOUNT OF ICE CREAM FOR EVERYONE.

WE'LL BE SELLING HONEY AND CHOCOLATE CONFLAKES TMR. ITS HOMEMADE, SO DO SUPPORT US.:D

ITS FOR CHARITY.

ITS ONLY A DOLLAR OR SO. SO PLEASE BUY FROM US, YOU CAN ALSO DONATE.:D

ONCE AGAIN,

THANK YOU HANDSOMES AND BEAUTIES.:D

Solly maam, I am not purposely and I dont have the abilichy,

2010-08-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I forgot what did we do today, but I know I was very grumpy. Pissed off by stuff easily today. And throwed tantrum.:x I'm not sure if I did, but I think there's 98 percent that I did.
Aiyarh, cant control my temper lately. Idk why.):
I'm sincerely sorry to whoever I've offended due to my annoying behaviours the pass few days.
I guess I should try to tame myself tmr, but I guess I cant, so, sorry in advance.

Joke of the Day;

Solly maam, I am not purposely and I don't have the abilichy.

ANNOUNCEMENT!!

PEOPLE FROM ALL AROUND BOWEN SECONDARY SCHOOL,

PLEASE SUPPORT CLASS TWO EXPRESS ONE TOMORROW FOR OUR COMMUNITY INVOLMENT PROGRAMME.

WE'LL BE SELLING ICE CREAMS, FLOATS AND AGAR AGAR!

PLEASE SUPPORT US, WE'LL BE AT THE CANTEEN TMR. WE'LL BE SELLING MORE FOOD ITEMS FROM TMR, THURSDAY TO NEXT MONDAY.:D

PLEASE BUY HANDSOMES AND BEAUTIES.:D

Bish bam booom,

2010-08-17T21:08:00.001+08:00

I KNOW YOU'RE JEALOUS, MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAH.

Nehneh-nee-poopooooooo, I've got two cards. LOLS.

*Shows off. :D

Hello.

Thats the food we ate, idk, Bitch ask me to post, but I forgot which is hers.. So... yea....

Er, went to the Sistics counter at Hougang mall to collect tickets for YOG Volleyball Finals.:D :D

So damn cooooool. Then Donovan, Robin, Sherlyn, Bitch, and I, went to Pizza Hut.:D

There was some students price thing, so we went there, but then there were balloooooons, then we wanted some, pink red and purple. Muahahahaah.

Those peeps were a little freaked out by us, cause we finished like, ALOT of cheeeeese.

Yea, so, yea. I think thats it. Bye.

Joke of the Day:

Jewish Nun.

Some words of advice;

Er, idk if I should say this, but if you're reading my blog, just know that I just care okay.

I dont think they treat you as one, at all. You're just another friend, not another best friend, its no use sticking to them. People will just think you're some kind of despo kid with no other friends. So, yea, I'm not trying to stop you, cause everybody needs and have their choice of their own friends. But, I'm just telling you this alright?

Fly the flags of every nation,

2010-08-15T21:36:00.000+08:00

WHY-OH-GEEEEEEEE!!!
Omg, I love the openin ceremony, couldnt catch it ytd. I'll tell y'all later.
But thanks to one of my cousin, Melissa, I'm able to watch part of it. But I watched it this morning.:D
Its super duper coooooool! I wanna take that torch! Omg!
And, Singapore is UP TO STANDARD. Its Singapore, this beautiful little island has its limits. I hope some peoplel dont compare it to a huge country, China, that has held the Olympics 2 years ago. Running on water to light up the torch isnt lousy, FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE. Its a perfectly spectacular idea, Singapore is surrounded by the ocean, and the ceremony is held on Marina Bay, which is on the ocean. So, please, you're too old to comment, you cant prepare all these in two and a half years can you? So shut the hell up.
I hate Singaporeans, which are not supportive of their own country at all. I know they have their own opinion, so why not just migrate to other countries? We dont need them anw.
Yea, okay, enough of complaining about this, lets move on to another.:D
I was talking about me not being able to watch the YOG opening ceremony, there's two main reasons,
1. A stupid show &
2. A spoilt brat.
Okay, the show, well, I cant say its stupid, but its stupid to me. Some Taiwan drama, my ahgong ahma likes it, so its alright actually, for them to enjoy their show. Its okay, then I was waiting for the show to end, so that I could change the channel.
Then when the show ended, OMG I was so happy, so elated.:D
Then this kid, I think he's 12 or 13, he's my cousin, Bryan, I cant even call him my cousin, its SUCH A DISGRACE. When I took the remote from the coffee table, he snatched it over, put his CD in that CD player, and complaint to his sister that I said I wanted to watch the ceremony. Wtf okay. Then his sister, Celest, said kindly to him that he can watch it tmr and wanted him to lemme watch the ceremony. He was whining and whining to his sister that she told him that he could watch it today. Oh my gosh he is so spoilt, I cant believe his 12, I mean, he acts as if his 6. I hope I dont ever see him again, like seriously.

Yea okay, I'm done here.:D Smiles happily.:D Bye.

Meow,

2010-08-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

Poop monster.
I'm bored now, gonna go some bbq later. Zzz.. Okay, bye.

Warm, wet and wild,

2010-08-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

Er, idk when.

- Ate with mum.

- Saw random baby in NTUC and took photos

- Studied with Idiot

- Took some more photos of random kids.:D

Hms, 12 August.

- Bitch's birthday,

- Surprise ruin.)): (It was perfectly planned.. But then...)

- Blahblah,

- Bitch couldnt reach paper,

- Put plastic bag on Bitch,

- Talked at Hougang Point with Sherlyn Izac and Bitch,

- Bitch had a hard time going home.

STUDYING ~!

2010-08-10T20:56:00.001+08:00

pearlyn's not free atm. she's studying. so blog post may be delayed...

thank you for your kind attention. muarhahaha

Mugging,

2010-08-08T18:38:00.000+08:00

Hello, i'm using my phone to online now, desperately need time to study now. BYE. I NEED TIME!!! ARRRRRH!

I LOVE MY PHONE, TOO MUCH,

2010-08-05T21:38:00.001+08:00

I'm too much of a phone addict right now. I cant leave phoney alone.
But I have to, cause I need to study, and memorise my script. I memorised my script today, didnt study much, cept in class studied geog, not much though, it was a free period. Ms Nur was angry. ):
Yea, then today was just about the friggin' script, shity-poo.
having ulcers on my cheeks now, crap, its so hard to talk, and my throat isnt well. But I know tmr will be fine.. DUH. :D
Gonna practice with Idiot later on. Smilez.:D
Okay, Meow.

* Notice the boy's playing Bejeweled, lousily, like how I play in the past.:D

2010-08-03T21:37:00.000+08:00

MY NEW PHONE. MUAHAHAHAHAAAAAH.:D
Vivaz PRO. Lols. Pro-er than Bitch's.:D
Its kinda easy to use, but I'm not very used to it yet.
Gonna move all my text's over and everything. So annoying.
And I had to change all my contact stuff because it was all in a big big mess.
I think I have to redo my texts all over again now. Cause of the moving here and there, urgh.
Yea, gonna make my phone now, BYE.

I'm anticipating,

2010-08-01T20:45:00.000+08:00

Just one photo. I tried to control myself to not take pictures of Baby Elliot like he's my son.
Baby Elliot's gonna be one month old soon.:D On 8.08.2010.
Time passes to quickly, Baby Elliot's much bigger now, he was so small two weeks ago. I cant imagine how fast he grew.:D
I'm not gonna have trainings tmr, have the national day hosting thing with Izac, Bitch and Justin.
Gonna bangseh Maria Syafia and Sherlyn. AWWWWH. :D
I'm bored. Bye.

Tomorrow, tomorrow.:D

Cause I'll be dancin',

2010-07-31T21:06:00.005+08:00

Hello, this is Sims version of Alejandro. Its not bad, quite good actually.

Er, was at my ahma's house today afternoon.

Had trainings in the morning, not very tough today. Just that my left ankle kept hurting.):

Cant tiptoe and run for a long period of time.:x

I shall write a formal letter for my left ankle.

First room from the right,

Brown door.

Very messy room.

31.07.2010

Below calf,

above the toes.

Dear left ankle

Apologies for not taking care.

I know that you are hurt pretty badly. I hope you do not mind me, I do not know that rotating the ankle actually hurt you even badly. Sometimes I hope you can speak to me, so I know if you need a doctor. I am sorry that I continue playing netball and exercising knowing that you are in a pretty bad condition. I need to train, and improve myself because apparently, my skills are not good compared to the other player, Jeslin. Without her, I would have to take over, and it will be tougher if I don't train now.

I hope you like the icy-cold feeling now ankle. I bet right ankle is so jealous. I would be elevating you tonight, I will remember to not rotate you anymore. I will listen to Coach and only move you to a direction for sixty seconds.

I promise you I will not over strain you this few days, I will control myself to not shoot downstairs until you heal completely. Last but not least, I love you ankle.

Yours sincerely,

Your Owner.

Bye.

I wish you were here,

2010-07-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO FELLOW READERS.
Lols. Trying to be high.:D
I'm pissed with my stupid camera, stupid memory card. Made me restarted my comp for like 4 times, because it was so friggin' lag.
There's training tmr, AND IT STARTS AT NINE.:D :D :D
Oh yes, today. Well, Maria had a bad day.):
Then we were unable to watch a movie tgt, such a pity. Tsk tsk.
Sherlyn, Robin, Bitch and I sent Maria home. I love her cat.:D
Then Bitch and I went to Hougang Mall to search for polo tee, and its amazingly expensive.
Mrt-ed to Kovan, bought red polo from Hang-Ten. Its abit too big, but I guess I can wear it longer.
Hope we can wear skinnys on national day since we're the hosts. Muahahaah, must wear more formal.:D
I'm so bored now. Idiot's not replying my text, stupid. Argh. Its so darn cold now, my jacket doesnt seem to help. Brrr...
Bye.

I can't forget the way you look at me,

2010-07-29T20:49:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps.
Ahaah, me and Idiot changed bags today, and Idiot said he look like a gay.:D
And the second photo.. Long story though. But roughly is, me Sherlyn, Bitch and Maria was doing YOG cardboard stuff.
Then we paint paint then ~~left Sherlyn who screwed up the white paint,~~ (Okay fine the paint was fine after that.). Then we were playing with the paint. Ahahahaaah.
Okay, just got this message that Eclipse is not on amk's theatre anymore.D:
Then Maria Syafia Naniesya's trying to ask me to find out the stuff, I'm kinda lazy, so asking Idiot help. Muahahahaaah.:D
Still don't have, sad. Lols.
I'm bored. I dont know what to watch tmr, sianz. Bye.

I'm so unpredictable, just like you use to be,

2010-07-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

Dear baby Elliot.:D :D :D

He's soooooooo adorable! Love him ttm can, but know, he isnt as fun as last week, cause he was afraid.

He had a phobia or smth, cause there was one fine day when he was sleeping oh-so soundly, then the door was half closed, and the window was opened, it was a windy day.

Then the door slammed real hard, like BOOM! Then poor baby Elliot was terrified, he jumped and started crying and crying.):

Then there was this nanny, then I guess, wasnt experienced at all. She told my couz that the baby didnt need to eat that, weird medicine that'll kinda make babies not scared, idk whats that in english, so yea.

That medicine does work, I used it often when I was young, cause the moto sound always made me jump in horror. And it always made me a little more tamed, I wont cry anymore.

So yea, she refuses to let baby Elliot to have the medicine, and she said, 'Babies don't know what's scared you know.' Wtf?

Then poor baby Elliot was crying and crying for 2-3 days. Till today, he was so tired, you can see it in his eyes, he's exhausted, but he's afraid that someone or something might hurt him. Everytime when he's fast asleep, he wakes in 5 mins and trembles real badly.D:

But he's fine now, cause he ate the medicine while the nanny was away, she had to see a doctor for some reasons.

He still cried alot, but (look at the photos), there's this small bolster that was on his chest. He probably felt safer cause of that. He slept for real damn long, then woke with a big big appetite.:D

Then me and Bernadine played with him. So CUTE. OH MY GOD. :D

Yea, I think this post's too wordy. BYE.

p.s; Bernadine's so unglam.:D

Can't be tamed,

2010-07-24T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm laughing now. Loooools.
I'm craving for Sweet Sour Spicy Salty french fries.:D
I woke up with a bad soar throat, but my voice doesnt sound bad, at all. So I think its my nose making my thoat hurt. Cause I was having bad runny nose midnight.
Today is boring.
Ate with sis and mom, and the ppl beside us were saying that Mamil Gold is fxcktard exp. LOLS.
Got home, had medicine finally. Then I felt really drowsy, but I went down to shoot. Cause coachie-poo ~~changed~~ modified my shooting style, so went down to train.
AND I FOUND OUT OF TO SHOOT LIAO. WOOOOOO.
And, Sherlyn bought a new ball. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I hate her.
So, yea, I'm still find the problem really chim now Donovan. But I dont wanna care, I just think its funny to watch.:D
Okay, BYE.

I could really use a wish right now,

2010-07-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps.
Today is an arsehole day.
Stupidly brought so many stuff to school, stupidly went over to Kallang Netball Center, stupidly warmed up, but friggin played only one game because the organizer didnt book the place at all. Grrr..
Before that, was doing YOG stuff, gonna do the heart thing now. Zzz. It wasnt my job, but, arh.:D
Okay, gtg, bye.

Oh really,

2010-07-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

Yoh wazzup.
Today's racial harmony day.:D
Wore the vietnam dress.
Syafia was lending everyone on earth her clothes. Hahahaah.
Yea. The racial harmony assembly thing was boring. Yawns.
Oh, and, only 20 of us were wearing ethinic clothing. Most girls, 4 boys, I guess.
Yea, Donovan look like a total malay man.
Only took some photos, didnt bring camera along.
The photo I took with Jocelyn will be grabbed on fb soon.:D
Okay, playing game with Idiot. Bye.:D

I wanna fly,

2010-07-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

Hey.
Peeps, please. I KNOW I ROCK.:D
Germaine and Donovan please stop cheating yourself, you guys are making me really worried.
I mean, EVERYONE knows that I'm the best-est.:D
Lols.
Me and Bitch pei Izac go cut hair today.
His hair look cool, but his face doesnt fit the hair, too cool.:D
Yea, there's nothing to blog about actually.
Ohoh, one thing.

2E1 PEEPS, PLEASE PLEASE WEAR ETHINIC CLOTHES ON THURSDAY.

OUR CLASS PHOTO DOESNT HAVE MS WANG IN IT. I GUESS EVERYONE WANTS ANOTHER BETTER SHOT WITH EVERYONE IN IT RIGHT? SO PLEASE, WE NEED THAT FREE SHOT, PLEASE PLEASE WEAR YOUR ETHINIC CLOTHES.

BORROW FROM YOUR FRIENDS, FAMILY, IDK, STEAL IT. JUST GET IT!

Bye.:D

You ar..

2010-07-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT THAT CUTE BABY!!!!!
Its my new born baby nephew.
Me and Bernadine's been playing with the baby for ages. Hah.:D
Yea, studies maths for damn long, the end. Bye.

World Culture Village,

2010-07-17T21:22:00.001+08:00

Thats the camel I spent an hour colouring. Its real tiring..
I'll upload some pictures from long ago.
That day that we went to the YOG thing.

HAH. I'M FIRST!

Yea, I know this photo's real funny. I was tryin' to jump for the Yaoming ball, but I failed. I could only reach the JC one.
The balls are arranged as the average jump height of ppl.

Extreme Right- Primary School Students.

Second from the Right- Secondary School Students.

Second from the Left- JC Students.

Extreme Left, Yaoming.

See the difference?
There's alot more YOG photos, but I'm lazy to post.

And ytd's photo.

Syafia screaming for me to stop taking photos of her on the abs thingy.
Yea, kay, I guess its enough, bye.